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Quite a success in cutting

2010-07-24T19:04:00.001-07:00

Pic no.1 : July 20 2010, 13-14% bodyfat, 75kg
Pic no.2 : May 1, 2010, 20% bodyfat, 80kg
cutting process: 7/10 satisfaction
-Next summer I'II look like Taylor Launter I guess lol

Hi everyone, I'm back writing this last post before I depart to the USA in about 10-11 days time. 2 and a half months ago, I started cutting my body by changing my diet and incoporating cardio(although laziness took over and I ended up doing cardio only 2-3 times a week although I was supposed to do it everyday)

So, yea, because I did not do cardio eveyday, hence I failed to obtain 6 packs. However, I reduced my bodyfat from 20% to 13-14%(fit category, but not yet ripped). My body is quite impressive in Malaysia but is common in the States. So yeah, here's the pictures to show the differences between my physique before and after cutting.

holiday

2010-05-06T06:47:00.000-07:00

I have finished playing Dragon Age. Now I must workout like fuck to burn my fats to expose my muscles.

Sad

2010-04-24T07:41:00.000-07:00

Recently one girl turned down my offer to give her happiness. I am sad because I was sincere and she thought I was not...I cannot deny that it will not be easy to forget someone so much similar to me..

Adeous bella morena (technically not, because her hair is brown :) )

R E S T

2010-04-09T06:48:00.000-07:00

Too much of drinks, too much of game- I must R E S T.

Still contemplating on whether I should do summers or not -.-. headachela dei..Coz if I do summers, I can continue working out heh, and I don't need to work to kill time .. But then, I only have 1 subject left, ENG 102. I will be extremely free if i take eng102 only. Imagine-3 days of classes a week, 1 hour a day WTF!! But I can workout everyday and focus on my cutting to get 6pax before i go to the States heh..

should i or should i not? o.O

Then again, I might just grab a glass of whiskey now to avoid thinking about my future.

PUKE!

hi

2010-04-03T04:44:00.000-07:00

hehehe, I received some results. 95% for wrel and 96% for American gov. looks like now only I started using my full potential. If I had studied harder last time(esp first 3 sems) I would have gotten a 3.8+ cgpa. Too bad I was a lazy fuck who likes to sleep and play games all the time. What a loser. BUT- I have changed. Not only I study smart now, I also have a good hobby-working out hehe.

Now I am venturing into the business world. I am here to serve and help my friends who want to make money through networking and marketing. It is legal and really good provided you have the ability to promote it to your friends and to others. A good businessman will be able to take on any challenges and not give up so easily. My aim is to make 1000 out of 100 and with my intelligence and determination, I hope to do it. And also I thank the Lord for my acceptance to Pennstate, an ok school which is ranked 47 in US NEWS. Not that good but not terrible like those other state universities in the mid west which is cheap in fees, but inferior in quality education.

Sometimes I also laughed at one or two of my friends who aew very immatured in their thinking. These people told me that they are far superior than me because of their courses, which are engineering or actuarial science. What douchebags. Probably the stupidest reason given to assert an individual's superiority by using their courses. Hello! Any retard with 1 or 2As in SPm can do engineering( I guess he must have gotten 1 or 2 as too haha) And the thing is these people are doing far worse than me in college in terms of cgpa and they blame in on their courses being hard. haha, some people can be so plain ignorant. Obama graduated from Columbia with an IR degree under Pols science which I am also pursuing. I am already one step behind the most elite people in USA by failing to enroll in an elite school, but if i can make it to a sub-elite school like UTA or USC, I would be glad enough to know that I am ahead of many of my friends in college.

sup

2010-03-06T19:01:00.001-08:00

sup fuckers.
"shake the booty yea shake thaat booty yeah shake that.. STOP IT FAT ASS...move away and stop being such a road block!!" this is how I react when I see hippos dancing in clubs. hehe. Seriously, those doucehbags shouldnt be there because they take up too much of space, for an instance on hippo=3 anorexics.

POLS 101 exam went smoothly. Hopefully A, as usual.
POLS 207 and Wrel coming up soon. Hopefully also A.

OKOKOKOKOKOKOKOK

KO

TAUFU

2010-02-05T04:55:00.000-08:00

What's up niggas. Yeah, I've finally formed my club and as its first president I hope it will succeed to be a popular manly club in ADP. Anyways, there's a game coming up this Tuesday. Hmmph I honestly am not sure what to expect but I hope things would go well and my club members enjoy themselves.

Today l4d-ed a bit with TAUFU gang and then lepak at mamak to talk about a lot of rubbish lol. Aiks..kinda feel bored man..I think I need a short-term gf. fucking bored man lol.

Applications all done. Fedex also done except Indiana University, will hand it after Cnyla..Now fucking free man..thank god I got a club to handle.at least can kill some time. Fuck it, feel like playing pool and drinking now and groping some senoritas. life of a jock-is pretty good.

jock power

2010-01-23T04:47:00.000-08:00

Every fucking place you go, jock rules. Nobody can go against the power and influence of the jocks. Look at most of the President of the USA. Ronal Reagen was a star footballer during college, same shit applies to more than half of the Presidents.

In Malaysia, you would be considered a jock if you have pretty good physique. I would say the minimum requirement to be a jock is 175cm+, bench 1 rep max 65kg and above, don't give a fuck about studies in front of your friends(but you can secretly study behind them), don't act like a fucking nerd, dont look like a nerd, dont wear nerdy clothes, and must be fucking alpha(shout like a man, shove people ass and threaten nerds who refuse to do your homework)

This is the life a jock, and jock fucking rules. And jocks dont play badminton because it's for pussies. Jocks play rugby or American Football. Everyone respects a jock. Jocks are the top of the social ladder. Jocks will grow up to marry the hottest girls. Life isnt fair. But if you work hard to be a jock from now on, believe me, you can. fuck that nerdism, you can be a jock and also retain your intelligence at the same time. You can get cgpa 3.5++(like me, oops, some mythism there) and still smash motherfuckers or break people's fingers(I feel bad for that dude, pity). Concisely, a jock is the Rock.

I must nt be emo

2010-01-20T05:08:00.000-08:00

Hi. Classes have been great-except Phil, which is pretty tough. I love my 2 classes under Leong. I also find Wrel 105 under mr.V pretty intriguing. However, I find Phil class quite a headache. I can't really crap much in this class because I have no preparations yet. Maybe I should read the text book T_T.

Oh yeah, Mr.Leong plans to create a new AMERICAN FOOTBALL CLUB. I hope I can be a team member hehe. With my size I would probably be a line backer. I do not have any ambitions to be the president or vice-president. I get contented easily and I'm not power crazy haha. But if people do choose me I will take on the responsibilty like a MAN and push my team mates to glory and gore.

Sorry to all my friends who I accidently hurt emotionally or physically ( sry dikki for breaking your finger). I want to be a better individual, but my ID is still very strong in my self. I need to break out from it and have more superego. =.=

oh hai

2010-01-16T23:21:00.000-08:00

oh hai people i am back-to college. Damn lazy to go to shit hole Subang for college but I have to..Nevermind, probably this is the last sem for me, and I can chill after May hehe..Damn fucking bored in this college ready, so tiny and so little people.

Anyways nowadays I pride my upper body whenever I look into the mirror to see my sexy body. Fuyo..quite jacked, man. The only thing I need to correct is my deltoids. I need to make the deltoids bigger than the arms for the model look. And the tummy yeah, the abs will come soon, in 4 months hehee..

About coll, well subjects are fine. Phil seems a bit challenging, but now I also know that many philosophers in ancient Greece are faggots. Lmao. Very interesting, indeed. Some may argue that Greece laid the foundation for homosexuality, some may said that homosexuality is present in each individual.

Ok, fuck that, applications are on the way. I still have one more app. left: Texas at Austin, good school dude. Their school of Liberal Arts is pretty big. Nice. And there are many white Christian zealots there, so I should be safe (should I?) lol.

Blah blah blah, now time to nap, then deltoids exercise. Damn, I look good. Many people said I look and behave machoer now. Some ppl said I am arrogant, but well, yeah I am a bitla. No harm what, cocksuckers lol.

bai

i m back

2009-12-16T05:14:00.000-08:00

It had been quite a while since I last blogged. Sorry, I was just being lazy.

Anyways a few days ago, I received a letter showing my grades. I was slightly disappointed with it: 2As 2Bs. I got a solid A for Us HIST 105 (which made some ppl to be envious of me hehe).

By the way in the holidays I did some training, very ghetto-like. My exercises are more towards maintaining my 77kg build rather than building more. I will continue to start bulking up in January to reach my aim of 85 kg where I can then easily push(intentionally to display brutal strength) all those skinny buggers in college who try to block my way in the uber small corridor.

Continued practicing my punches as well but felt tired easily nowadays as my stamina is not very good especially after my bulk phase 1. But I still believe I am a good fighter although my stamina is not very good. But I have been abandoning the knucles at the moment. Gotta wait for the crack to heal first lol.

Once a week I will go to FF with LeeJoseph(6ft, 97kg) to train la. Usually he does legs but I will workout my upperbody parts on that day so we don't really co-op much but he did help me with the 65kg benchpress one day. One day I flexed my 15.5 inches guns in Fitness First and he commented that my biceps are huge. Hehe, actually for a Malaysian teenager who only worked out for 8 months so far, I have to agree that my guns are pretty big rdy. I have the biggest biceps in college beginning from next year(after adrian ramesh 105kg ciao) and I am not shy to flaunt it in front of chicks hehe.

Activites coming: Pool session with Nicky on Friday, gym with Leejo on Sat and movies session with Ravin gang on Mon.

OK Dota time. fuck, I cant believe I am still playing this shit game(never change throughout the years)which denied me from getting 12a1 because I spent to much time last time playing it.
But I cant help to laugh at a game that day when Malay and Chinese players fought with each other. The Chinese guys quite funnyla using words like "niama hai" "tiu leh ma chao hai" and my personal favourite: "Ham+Chan" hahahaahha

bai

jack "medium" nicholas

End of sem

2009-11-07T05:31:00.000-08:00

"Baby where you get your body from?
I got it from my mama, I got from my mama!"

Bulking phase done. Now cutting in the coming holiday a bit, then maintainence with body restructuring with only protein supp until may, then 3 months of hardcore cutting before i fly off to the United States.

EXAMS coming, fuck it! US HIST on Monday, then BIO presentation on Thursday in this coming week. Speech is going to be slightly stressful.

Ish..pretty tired..i want holiday..i want $$ from my business investment quickly..I want boat shoes...lolwut..

Halloween ~~

2009-11-01T16:15:00.000-08:00

A few days ago I went to a Haloween conservative party. There were no drinks, sex etc. What a disappointment. I dressed up as a conservative version of Kane to suit the occasion(no singlet and gloves).

Some people said I look pretty big in the L size t shirt I wore. I replied ,"come on, I am not big, it's you that's skinny, loser." lulz.

I got lots of bloody work this week. US HIST RESEARCH, bio test, bio lab, lit, fucking bio project. Somore got chest and biceps and drinking assignment which I can never miss.

I must be patient. A few more weeks I can sleep the whole day, watch movies on my 500gb laptop and clean the house(-.-).

Kthxbye

questions on life

2009-10-24T05:43:00.000-07:00

Have you ever questioned your existence?

Have you ever felt so lonely you can feel time moving so slowly?

Have you ever felt heavy you feel baloons moving in your tummy?

Have you ever wondered why girls love Ryan Reynolds? =)

Optimism

2009-10-16T18:55:00.000-07:00

Suddenly I feel optimistic about my US HIST 105 results. I think I did very well on the test because I studied a lot one day before the test. I read my notes and Jonathan Chua's notes, and I revised them about three times before the test. Hopefully I can get 90+ because I never got 90+ for a test before in college except theater, so sad :)

I shall be playing badminton with some pro friends at 3k this coming Wedneday. I will be playing with Dikki, Merlyn, Ash, and Hue 'Bond' Wern, the badminton zealot.

Get ready to be smashed on the face in the badminton match motherfuckers! hehe :)

Random

2009-10-13T06:25:00.000-07:00

NicholasJack says:
hehe
notti notti
jwd_saint@yahoo.com.my says:
haha
u join which porn company?
huahua
or u create new company
NicholasJack says:
JAWAD AND CO.
pornhub
jwd_saint@yahoo.com.my says:
babi...
azzhole u use my name
that company for sure get famous
NicholasJack says:
BADAI
haha
senator scandal pulak

Yay! Speech done.

2009-10-09T20:46:00.000-07:00

Yes! After-Dinner speech has been typed out! 5 mins long.

I shall include a slide with my speech too. Humor is my element-I want to excel this speech this time as there are almost no points for outline, cue cars etc. Delivery will the main focus, and I do not need cue cards or paper at all.

The pics above are some of the pics that I am going to include in my after-dinner speech. Well, expect alot of humor, people! =D

Exhaustion pangs

2009-10-06T08:16:00.000-07:00

bio test results=2nd highest, damn! Nevermind, I shall learn from my mistakes and work harder next time :)

Today I gymed for 3 hours and play badminton for 2 hours. I feel soooo tired now and my lower back also feel damaged a bit because I did 90kg deadlift 2 sets of 5 reps for fun. That damn weight is pretty heavy for me lol.

Ok, tomorrow I shall rest for awahile, go for some fiesta shit and socialize a bit. Although I spend very little time socializing in college, I have quite some respect from most people because of the way I portray myself. I admit, I am humble and nice, but damn shy. One reason why I am shy is because I cannot hear well because my ears are damaged+I did not clean my ears for years. So, pretty soon, I would like to flush my ears because I have soooo much trouble hearing what my friends say, especially the girls. OMG, can't they speak louder a bit! No wonder I am not doing so well with girls :D.

Ok, I shall head over to bed now. My eyes are beginning to feel groggy....

BODYFAT

2009-10-03T00:02:00.001-07:00

Some of my friends recently commented that I had reduced my bodyfat when they see me half-naked. Well, this is true. My bodyfat is around 15-16%, with the upper abs outline out. I managed to reduce 3-4% bf in a month through heavy lifting, cardio, and a lot of ab crunches.

However, my body weight is only 73kg, so I reckon I would not be further reducing my bf. I will try my best to maintain it while I put on another 5kg in the coming 2 months. I need to increase my weight to 78kg to gain some muscle mass and strength. I already bought 2 mass gainers which will assist me in doing that.

Well, some of you may think you are not too fat although you have something protruding out of your abdomen. NOT TRUE! For guys, if you have zero seeable abs but a flat stomach, chances are you are 18-20% bf. If you have a fat stomach(even though you have skinny arms and body) you might be 23%+. I pity these guys because they have imba bodies and thus zero sex appeal. I used to be a little like that in form 5 when I had a big tummy but skinny arms(no sports, no workout, was too busy mugging the whole day to get my 12As), and I understand how it is to feel imba. Life can be harsh. And when you're imba, it's far, far worse than light-bulb-shaped bodybuilders( bodybuilders who have huge body but small legs) who still gets higher respect than average-bodied people.

Ok, the pic above is how a 15-16% bodyfat body should look like. :)

yo sa pe ding geh

2009-10-01T06:26:00.000-07:00

lol. I learnt that Tamil term from some of my NS friends. It means "eat ready ah dei". I always address this term to my Indian friends like Nicholas Jeyaratham, Vasuthavan, Ravindran macha etc. heh.

By the way I bought 2 MASS IMPACT from Muscle Asylum lol. I am seriously going to be 80kg by the end of this year. I want high gains,o Lord, pls!

Damn, there are a few chicks in colleges who kinda distract my focus recently. Physical beauty never cease to amaze me, but I am not so superficial, DUH! However, I did not get distracted by these petite chicks as I did my Bio midterm quite well yeah!! I feel like my aim to reach 3.5+cgpa this sem is very possible and thank the Lord I am also getting stronger each day!

Well, recently some of my friends called me pussy for not being brave enough to woo chicks. Hmmmph..I don't know. I admit I am currently quite a coward when it comes to chicky stuffs. Well, I don't see the reason to rush things. Once I am 21, when I had almost earned my degree from a good school in the US, 12%bf 85kg, and after I got my Celtic Cross and G.Angel tattoo, then I will start to have stable relationships. hehe

hello ester jia jia, study hardla dei dont stalk my blog

lazy

2009-09-29T22:32:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow- Bio mid-term.
Today- Biceps exercise-2hours, chit-chat in gym- 2 hours lol.
I bought a mass gainer recently from MAP called MASS IMPACT. Let's see if I can reach 76 kg in 1 month.
Ok, ttyl. kthxbai

Adventures at Subang

2009-09-26T07:33:00.001-07:00

I am not bragging here but I went out with some chicks recently. Not one, but two. Well, it was just a casual outing. Still, I am proud of myself. Nicholas is finally living up to his name. Damn, all these years being not so confident. I swear I am going to make up for it.

By the way, I have something funny to share. There is this guy in gym, Chai who has a very good body, big and defined(11-12% bodyfat) who told me that besides being a successful engineer when he grows up, he also wants to be a porn star. Lolwut. I couldnt help but laugh at him. But he looked serious so I finally told him "Body is already there brah. If you have a monstrous thing, then you can be it, you can be THE MAN." He simply smiled at me and said, " yeah, soon you're gonna watch me in more action than here."

I loled in my heart. That guy can bench 80kg on his own, and does 40kg biceps curl. So, what is stopping him from being an Asian pornstar. He should go for the audition. I am sure his parents would be proud of him!

Small progress, but still progress

2009-09-25T04:56:00.000-07:00

I feel obliged to share some of my progress here. It is officially 7 months since I started working out. To my friends who are interested in having a decent figure, I hope you can learn something from me, although I am still a novice in weightlifting(or also known as 'angkat besi' in Malay)

This is a photo of me before I started working out.

Arms size: 12"

Weight: 66kg

Waist 32"

Chest: Est. 35-36"

Then after 4 months, I bulked up a lot to nearly 75kg( 9kg gain). Nitrotech helped me to achieve that. But the shape was pretty bad and estimated bodyfat is around 20%-21%.

Moving on, two months later(6 months in total), I reduced my weight a bit to 73kg. My bodyfat also got reduced to between 16-17% and the partial outline of the abs can been seen without flexing. However, I became stronger despite a reduced weight due to more muscle mass.

This is how I look now

Arms size: 14.7"(increase a lot due to the emergence of my biceps peak)
Weight: 73kg
Chest: 40"

Reasons why my progress wasn't good:
1. I did too much of biceps curl in the first 3-4 months so I abandoned my other body parts.
2. I took the wrong supplement. I should have taken mass gainer instead of whey so that I can gian more mass faster.
3. I never did legs until recently, hence my deadlift is pretty weak.
4. Not serious during workouts and I never listen to my mentor.
5. I did not research at all about weight-lifting. so I do not know what I am doing.

I hope I can learn from my mistakes. One friend of mine, James Wong(from the same gym), progressed from 60kg to nearly 70kg in 5 months and he is much stronger than me now. He is a very focused person and people in gym called him 'budak rajin'. I hope I will be more diligent like him so I can progress faster. 6 months from now I will post my progress again :).

Hello

2009-09-14T00:37:00.000-07:00

Here I am, sitting in the library after a large glass of iced coffee and after my fairy tale presentation which went pretty smoothly. To me, the fairy tale thingy is a pretty easy shit because I didnt even memorize my lines or practice much. I just went on to do my thing and I got full marks. But I am more worried about the introductory speech(2 more weeks!). Damn, my favourite dress shoe was ruined during Btn. So, I need to buy another one soon. And the suit-it's quite big for me-because I lose some weight recently(didnt work-out during summer break).

It seems that I am more worried of my attire than my speech. Well, to be honest, I do not fear speaking at all, but I will feel anxious if I am not one of the best speakers. It will be an embarrassment for me if i screw up in this class because I used to nearly win a district-level public speaking competition before. hehe.

Moving on, some fellas invited me to go on a road trip with them. I was excited after being locked in my home too long, alas, I couldnt come because I have to send off ester jack to KLIA because she will be flying off to Ireland on Monday.

My new lappie SHOULD arrive today. It is RMxxxx, very reliable and good for gaming but I am not really into gaming as I am known more as a junior amateur middleweight-wannabe bodybuilder. Oh yeah, I plan to bench 60kg today with little support. I hope I can do at least 5 reps or my buddy will laugh at me.
Kthxbai(the counsellor likes to say this too, copycat!)

They call me creature

2009-09-11T06:02:00.000-07:00

My speech partner stared at me and asked,"is your name Casper?" I sighed and said," That's not my name." She went on calling me Belbhazar, Muhammad, Muthu and Ah beng and I continued to disagree with her and laughed cunningly. Suddenly, she moved her skinny face close to me and tell me,"then you must be rumplestiltskin!"

I became silent and then I shouted and screamed at her and banged my head on the wall until my head became bloody. "The devil told you that! The devil told you that!" i screamed at the top of my lungs. Then I took a 50cm massive knife and ran around amok, trying to kill everyone and make a massacre. However, I suddenly feel light. I felt my body being evaporated into the thin air. In matter of seconds, I disappeared from the face of the earth. My plans to create a massacre has failed. My knife fell down with a gloomy THUD.

college

2009-08-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

Hi. Sorry I have not be mentioning much about college. In fact, I did not mention about college at all. Maybe it's because I rarely hang out in college these days. Well, I do see some interesting individuals in college, but I have no time to scout around as I have other priorities. Godbless, in two years time only I will start all this shit. Now, stfu and workout first and get admitted into a good college first.
I am quite nervous about my upcoming speech. So, I shall watch some videos from the venerable Adolph Hitler to see his great oratory skills. I want to be a good speaker like him too.
kthxbai.

"When I grow up I wanna be a mother-fuckin' hustla!"

2009-08-27T17:27:00.000-07:00

After spending a week in gym, I had nearly known everyone who workouts in 3k community gym. Most of the people are working man who just graduated from university a year or two ago. There is one guy who I look up a bit. He is called Navin, who is 25, works for a multinational company and is earning decent salary(5000+), and has an 'animal' body, complete with 16" arms, huge back, pecs and 6-pacs. He also looks very macho-like and quite handsome, something I wish to look 2 years from now and I heard rumors from another friend that he is a player, with no stable relationship and has many girlfriends. Fuck that shit, man! I am so jealous of this guy, I am going to use him as an idol, a motive of why I live this life.

Finally, I have to admit. I finally have a purpose in life now. I must work hard in all shit and I want to be a hustla.

They call me pussy

2009-08-21T04:48:00.001-07:00

Recently I just got insulted from a new trainer in 3K gym. He is a huge Kadazan guy who has 20" arms. After analyzing my body he scolded me for only focusing a lot on the biceps and ignoring the shoulder and triceps. So, after that, he forced me to train my shoulders. He asked me to use damn heavy weights like 15 kg for each hand for shoulder press. I struggled but I never gave up. He said I will look decent in 1 month time. I hope so.

I want to tell the rest of my story but I have to eat now. Cya lol.

Shut up and Train

2009-08-15T05:54:00.000-07:00

New sem. Back to gym. Bought my new supplement. More focused than ever.

Aim: 3.5+ cgpa, stronger physique, more friends.

Subjects: Us history before 1877, Speech, American Literature, Biology

After this sem, I shall apply to 7-8 colleges as an international transfer. I am aiming to get into U Wisconsin Madison or U Texas Austin. However, I am also interested to enroll in other schools like U Minnesota, PennState U, Indiana U and U Washington(got accepted last time but might be harder to get in as a transfer student).

My Bio lab partner is Sheena Ho. I hope we can cooperate well so that I can achieve my good grade. I shall display my charisma and persuasive skills in speech and I also hope to improve my language skills as it is still not polished yet.

Lastly, I am going to gym with two of my newbie friends. I hope they will be disciplined and shut up and train.

hi

2009-08-04T07:21:00.000-07:00

College will begin very soon. I shall strive for the best this time and this sem I must attain only good results. I will increase my bulk again for intimidating purposes. However, an ever-increasing powerful upper-body has caused me to look slighlty weird because I do not build my legs and this causes me to look like an ape-like creature. Nevertheless, I feel contented because I believe very few people I know can match my strength.

Bai.

Tragic

2009-07-10T05:46:00.001-07:00

I only got A- for Psychology. Just 1.5 marks below the A grade jibai!
This is a traumatizing result because I WAS SUPPOSED TO GET A! Well, I have to live with it.

Next sem I shall focus 100% on my studies as I want to pull up my cgpa to 3.5+ for fall 09 because I want to have a chance to get into U Wisconsin Madison(elite top 40 school, no.2 party school in America). I must get at least A- for all 4 subjects next sem, godwilling. Next sem(my 4th sem) I think I'II drop speech and replace it with IR because I don't want to dress up formally as I have to change everytime when I go the the gym. I only have 2 aims next sem: cgpa 3.5+ and 15% bodyfat leaner body than my current 18% mass.

Yeah, I have been working out lately. Gotta put some mass to my guns and lose the flabby tummy lol. Next sem hopefully Ravin and Ash will follow me to 3k. I have to help these people to lose some weight and look decent.

Now I have 1 month break from college. I await my socs 102 results anxiously and on the meantime, I will try to finish Gta 4 and read finish Fight Club.

adeous(bella morena)

Semester will end-soon

2009-07-01T18:21:00.000-07:00

Studies has been pretty ok this semester. I think I can get either an A or A- for Psychology. I want to really get an A so I shall work hard like the Chinese Jpa students(wolverine hehe) who mostly got cgpa 3.8 and above lol.

After the sem ends, I am going to focus on a lot of cardios and sprinting activites. I want to reduce some stubborn fat from my body esp. from the abdomen because I feel heavy all of a sudden. Only by reducing my fat, I can increase my running speed and also stamina. My 1km fastest record is like 5 minutes. I want to make it 4.30 by the end of the year.

Oh ya btw, I gave up with the ghetto shit training. 2 months has passed and I see no changes. I will be back to a proper gym next sem and I hope Ravin who wants to reduce his fats will join me because we can help each other out. I really have to work out properly next sem. Lose at least 5% bf in 4 months is my aim.

kthxbai.

Unhappiness

2009-06-14T17:31:00.000-07:00

Esther has returned from Ireland. I am not happy with her because she forgot to bring my Versace belt and I have been waiting so long for my first designer belt. But I am quite happy with my Guns N Roses t shirt, but I wished I was bigger because the T shirt is quite loose.

Studies has been bad, as usual. Stupid sociology test resulted in a B and I want to choke someone, maybe the lecturer for confusing me with his jokes in the test which I thought was real. Dammit, and I also didnt really express my true feelings in class too. If I really voiced out my opinion, I would say things like,"why do you dumbfucks pray so many times a day? And, who is god, is the bible or quran real shit?" However, this is not America, and there are many senstive blind-followers here. Maybe the lecturer, who is from Wisconsin would accept that opinion but what about the people in the class. Those dumbasses would not be happy with that. Lulz. To hell with them, most of the smart people I know are atheists anyway.

My new whey tastes like shit but 24g a scoop is pretty good so I will try to finish it. Next time, I plan to buy something from Universal Nutrition or Axis Labs.

Bai

Dress to kill

2009-05-29T23:22:00.001-07:00

Hai everyone. Sorry I havent been writing for quite some time. I just finished BTN a few weeks ago. I couldn't remember anything much from the camp except a few things. Firstly, I ran 2km in 11 minutes 4 seconds, and I emerged as the fastest person in the camp. I know this is still a very amateurish record, as my friend told me that 2km should be finished in less than 8 minutes for a tough guy-wannabe. I think honestly, bro 4 minutes a km is quite hard for me but I shall try my best to improve my cardio endurance.

The 2nd thing that I remembered from camp is I remember seeing an oversized pair of boxers with shit stains on it hanging outside my dorm. Lolwut. I know the person who wore it and I really feel like LOLing at him now as I type this down. Well, I also remember some people complaining about ghosts. LOLWUT, I went to the canteen a few times alone at midnight and nothing weird happened to me. In fact, I was hunting for some preys to scare on, maybe they thought I was the ghost lol. that's all for btn, so lesson learnt from btn is- Never ever hang your shit-stained boxers in public because you're gonna end up being a laughing stock LOL.

Moving on, I noticed that the trend for guys nowadays is tight polo t-shirts. But the t shirt must also be worn by a slightly built person with pretty big arms because a skinny or fat person might not be able to pull it off. I think Daniel Craig serves as a good example for guys out there who want to look macho. He has pretty good arms-17", large pecs, impressive abs ,all that shit etc. so he could pull it off even by wearing an L sized polo t-shirt. I admit I cannot impress people with an L sized T-shirt currently. i ain't that big, yet, but I am trying. Lastly, may you be fine , peaceful and blissful( I am not copying you, Koh)lols.

Ok, that's all for now. tata

Farewell

2009-05-18T18:07:00.000-07:00

Farewell to my friends who are going to leave to the US this fall. I hope you guys will do well in college and enjoy life!

I will miss all of you but I must grow up and go on with my life. If we meet again, there will be a lot of catching up to do. If we do not meet, see you in another lifetime. God bless all of you and America! =)

TAGGED

2009-04-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

ok readers, I shall reveal 15 things about myself after being tagged. I yield to this so-called sub human "rule" because I am too free. Lolz.

1. What is your favourite drink now?
Ice whey vanilla-flavoured

2. Fav song?
Sweet child of mine, Guns N Roses and Forever, Kiss

3. What is your favourite part of your body?
Biceps

4.How big are your biceps currently and how big do you want them to be?
15" currently. I would definitely want em' to be much bigger, about 18" or 19" perhaps.

5. What is your favourite sport?
Boxing

6. Lolwut, boxing? Have you been in a real fight?
Yes, but not in the ring.

7. When did you started wearing specs?
13, and I hate em.

8. How good is your piano?
I can play Fur Elise and some parts of Clair De lune.

9. IQ?
Around 120 only.

10. What is your dream car?
At 25-30 Nissan Fairlady or Lancer Evo. At 30+ maybe BMW.

11. Who is your favourite actor?
Vin Diesel

12. fav. actress?
Megan Fox

13. Fav pro-wrestler?
John Morisson and Randy Orton.

14. Do you like shopping?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

15. How fast have you driven a car?
130km

OK DONE BAIIII

OH damn

2009-04-16T22:34:00.000-07:00

It's been a painful week. My brain is aching. I think I am under-performing. I just hope I could do pretty well in the finals. I hate all those B fuck-up grades. So disappointing.

Oh yeah, btw thtr finals went pretty well. Mr.V said I've improved the most in the class because at the beginning, I was such a sissy stiff fucker. Now, I've learnt how to act pretty decently. Thx sir, for your guidance.

Ethnocentric society

2009-04-08T20:38:00.000-07:00

I walk back from college to my condo most of the time these days. I try to maximize my cardio workout these days because I do not have a superior fitness level(actually, quite far away from there, lols). So I walk about 5-6km from tuc to Casa Subang, in which I will stop halfway to go to the gym to workout for a while. Then, I will endure 19 floors of hell in my condominuim before reaching my unit. I do not like to take the lift because it is so congested and smells like sweat and I despise those roadblock fat fucking retards(mostly nurses constituted of diverse races) who like to jostle and push their enormous tank-like body with other people in order to enter the lift. Moreover, some of these large subhuman pagans emit a terrible odor whenever I go too near any of them.

I am quite relaxed now. I have spoken to my parents about some "change of plans in case I didn't make it" and they solemnly nodded in understanding. Good. The tense in the air is released and the frigid atmosphere has been ignited with the flames of "understanding". However, the "American Dream" is still in pursue. You see, a non-Aryan like me does not give up so easily. I believe in the superiority of my "race" in the future because I apply ethnocentrism in my daily life.

I think this blog is quite boring. Sorry, I do not upload pictures and put all those shit. I am not really a keen blogger so just enjoy my posts while you can.

Ok let me include this interesting article here:

( cited from WikipediaWikipedia® is a registered trademark of the Wikimedia Foundation, Inc., a U.S. registered 501(c)(3) tax-deductible nonprofit charity,15 March 2009)

Malay

The word keling is often used informally within the Malay community to mean "Indian", but in multi-racial settings the term has become politically incorrect. Keling was recently used by Members of Parliament in Malaysia, resulting in uproar by the Malaysian community accusing the MPs of racism.[2] Popular usage in Malaysia also suggests a tone of general disrespect to Indian Malaysians. This derogatory term is uttered in the same way African Americans are called niggers and Indigenous Australians are called abos.
The phrase janji keling (janji being "promise" in Malay) is sometimes used by people of Malay-speaking communities (regardless of race) to refer to a liar, someone who gives conflicting statements, or, more commonly, someone who changes their minds and decisions often. Considered offensive, this term is comparable to the North American English expression Indian giver (although referring to different types of "Indians") or the English expression "to welsh", meaning to fail to honour a bet.

[edit] Chinese
The phrases keling-a (Hokkien; 吉寧仔; POJ: kiet-lêng-á), keling kwai (Cantonese; 吉寧鬼; Yale: git-lìhng-gwái), and keling-kia (Teochew) are frequently used within the Chinese community in Malaysia and Singapore. These may be used in either a derogatory or non-derogatory manner: e.g., in Penang Hokkien, which is spoken by some Indians in Penang, keling-a is the only word that exists to refer to ethnic Indians.
The Hokkien and Teochew suffixes -a and -kia are diminutives that are generally used to refer to non-Chinese ethnic groups. The Cantonese term kwai, meaning "ghost" or "devil", is similarly used when referring to any non-Chinese ethnic group.

LOL.

Bye.

congrats!!

2009-04-04T20:38:00.001-07:00

Today I dedicate this post to one of my fellow ADP friend who got accepted to Stanford. Congratulations to Koh!

azrylcute29 says:
we should be proud of her
azrylcute29 says:
she's one of the luckiest malaysians gets accepted to the most prestigious scholl in the world
Nicholas says:
we're so proud of her
azrylcute29 says:
yes
azrylcute29 says:
she's the best among all ADP students
azrylcute29 says:
we are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo proud of her
azrylcute29 says:
hahahha
Nicholas says:
MALAYSIA BOLEH!
azrylcute29 says:
YES!!!
azrylcute29 says:
ADP rocks!!!
azrylcute29 says:
especially for the ivi leaguers!!!
azrylcute29 says:
jonathan n mama
Nicholas says:
YEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

All the best in Stanford!! Make fellow ADP-ians prouD!!

Darwinism prevails

2009-04-02T17:21:00.000-07:00

Firstly, a warm congratulations to Jonathan Chua, my housemate and gym sifu. He is the only one among the JPA scholars to get accepted into two top universities(JHU and Brown University). None of the other scholars in ADP got accepted, and it came to a surprise to me because I thought Yi Jun got pretty decent academic scores. Anyways, I accept my rejections proudly(Cmu+konek bye bye) because this is a fair game as everyone has been given the same opportunity. And in this context, like Herbert Spencer or John D. Rockeffeler would say, the survival of the fittest or social Darwinism would determine the winner at the end of the game. Long live organic analogy! Sieg heil!!!

Well, classes has been pretty dull these days so I would not want to elaborate much on them. Anyways, I think I have gained another kilogram, making my total body weight now 73kg, which is still 7kg below my aim. Once I bulk up and add my mass, then only I can hope for some major shape improvement and look like an ideal man just the statue of David.

I watched 5 movies this week, Ironman, American Pie, Bablyon AD, Bedtime Stories and another shit. I tend to watch movies nowadays whenever I have no mood to read books.
Ok, that's all for now bai

Don't Despair. You tried your best.

2009-03-29T17:48:00.000-07:00

Us HIST research paper done. I hope for the best.
Congrats to one of my friend who got into John Hopkins. To the rest of the people who got rejected(LOL), rejoice and head over to U Washington. You guys should know better that a SAT score below 2000 is so shitty no one wants to accept you. I already accepted that faith long time ago.

I shall try to concentrate for my finals. If I don't make it, I shall try to transfer to U Mich, U Wisconsin because U Wash's location is so shitty, all the way in the West Coast.

For now, bye

FINISHED

2009-03-19T18:00:00.000-07:00

Mid-term theater performance is done. Damn'it, I didn't perform as good as I had hoped. Fucking 17/20, it might not be enough to get an A. I seriously have to consult MR. V soon to discuss about my 'future'.

Damn stresslaaaa! I am still waiting for a response from Mr. Azrley about including the summer GPA to my CGPA..

I want to fly off this year if I canla. I don't want to wait for another year...

BTW Silent Hill was not scary at all. Fucking weird movie what a waste of time lol!

3000 calories a day? Possible

2009-03-17T17:22:00.000-07:00

This is my recently modified diet in order to gain weight:

Breakfast= 100g of peanut butter spread, 400ml of MUSCLETECH protein shake(1 scoop)

Lunch= rice with lots of mutton, iced milo

Tea= MUSCLECH protein(1 scoop), 1 squiggle, 2 cakes

Dinner= rice with 2 pieces of quarter chicken and egg, iced milo, watermelon, ice cream

Supper= 100g peanut butter spread, MUSCLETECH protein(1 scoop)

This diet might still not amount to 3000 calories a day, but it is definitely above 2000 calories a day

To all you skinny fuckers out there copy my diet if you want to gain weight. Fatasses, take half of what I eat you roadblocks!

Headache

2009-03-14T05:52:00.000-07:00

WTF blardy bad results for 2 mid-terms. i m getting 10% lower than what i aimed. CB!

I have to start working hard now, knowing that I am not a bright student. Maybe I would not be able to go this year..kinda sad as I am pretty bored with my life here, living with my boring ultra-conservative parents etc. and I have no more gang at home: DEI, CHeA CHeA, so BORING WITHOUT YOU!!!

Hate my life now. ECON 201 class is so BORINGGGGG...And I lost motivation to go to the gym nowadays. Maybe I should try No-Xplode to pump myself because I still cannot seem to even lift 135 lbs bench press individually. Furthermore, I am angry because I cannot gain body weight. I have eaten a lot nowadays and I am even taking MUSCLETECH NITROTECH(hardcore super-expensive whey protein) but I've only gained 1kg after 1 month. I am so skinny my new watch is too loose for my wrist.

-__- Well, I have a headache now.

RAGAMUFFIN!!!!!!!!^^

2009-03-08T06:13:00.000-07:00

GOSH its been a tiring week. 2 mid-term exams are done! YEhhh!! But I am really worried. If I do not attain above 87% or above for US HIST mid-term exam 1, I might jump down from the 12th floor. And if I do not get 63+/70 for Econ I will kill the ...(just kidding)

I idolize Daniel Wu. He is like the same height as me, but his body is much toner and leaner than me. I want to reach that standard by the time I am 22-23 years old.

And btw, I also plan to tattoo my back with a Guardian Angel tattoo maybe next year or 11'.

RIP kong kong, sorry if I neglected you. I pray that your soul will find its way to the correct location.

I MUST NOT BE LAZY!

2009-02-21T04:23:00.000-08:00

Yes! I got accepted to the University of Washington. Hopefully I can get through the fucking 3.5 or I will end up losing my India vacation and 4 years of decent education.

I can't wait for the vacation. It has been a long time since I went out for holiday..last time it was Thailand..But I had to go with my parents. So it turned out to be pretty dull. Now I'm gonna hang out with my sister and her gang(elite gang konon).

I have to admit things have been going pretty smooth lately. Ceh, but I am still not bulky enough..So I am going to purchase HORLEY'S ICE WHEY PROTEIN 800g cream vanila flavour for a more efficient muscle build-up. Imagine-for every 100g of ICE WHEY you get-90.1g of protein. HEHE. Now that's cool man, ICE WHEY uses cation technology to extract the purest protein so that there is virtually no fat and carbs in it. and my friend said it tastes great. YUMMY!!!

LOLWUT

2009-02-17T16:42:00.000-08:00

Everything went well on Tuesday. Then again...NO. NOT really.

After presenting my Malaysian Studies group's controversial slide, Mr.Izwan asked for the slide.

I stared at him and said," lolwut." Then I had no choice but to give it..It contained some racist remark and Nazi propagandas. LOLWUT!! I am in deep shit..heheh..

Holy fucking shit

2009-02-15T17:15:00.000-08:00

I am in the library and now and I had a sudden urge to defecate.

Holy fucking shit! What a bad timing. CLass is about to begin soon.....SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

Vampire sexiness

2009-02-12T17:14:00.000-08:00

Two of my fellow scholars have been accepted to U Wash. Congratulations to them! Meanwhile, I am still waiting for a review from U Wash because they haven't update my TOEFL score yet. =.='. I have to admit my super weak gpa(slightly below 3.5) is a big threat to my application. Nevertheless, I accept whatever outcomes that may occur. But I still think I might get through this U wash. Hopefully Khairil who loves U Wash soooo much will get the offer too. Gd luck mate!

Yes, I joined 3k gym. It was pretty good. But I have to admit I am such a lazy fucker I didn't want to do squats and deadlifts and only do the easy exercises like Biceps curl, supported bench press. Anyway okla,okla, I shall try to do the 3 basic steps next gym session(B.Press, Squats, D.Lifts- taught by Jonathan)...

Now I am half-way finishing the phenomenal Vampire novel by Charlaine Harris( Now in HBO, yes, I am a big fan). Nice storyline..although I prefer Bill Compton as Sookie's bf-not the shapeshifter Quinn...

Finally, bai!

-sookie and Bill

Lulz stories

2009-02-10T16:15:00.000-08:00

It has been an enjoyable week because I had some really good laughs. Firstly, I found out about skinny homo's no.1 fan( who is a guy of course, and he sits beside me in Econ 202 class). I have no comment for that bugger except that he's quite fat and not fit at all. Other than that, he looks like a pretty decent chap. Among his achievements are- 180 lbs, 170cm, rich family, passed gpa, a sweet faggotic smile. SO congratulations dear friend if everything goes well. if it doesnt that, well, you can always find someone better than that.

Joshua Gym decided to enroll at 3k gym. the fees are pretty affordable but the registration fees is a rip-off. 3k charges Rm190 for the registration fees. Monthly fees are Rm 80+ . But I don't really think I want to join him. I mean, weekends I won't be here. WASTEDLA FUCKER!! Anyways- I shall consider this proposal first.

Finally I always consider myself to be someone as charismatic as Himmler- SS chief, Hitler's no.1 advisor. We also look almost alike. Heil Third Reich!!

Little wimpy adventures

2009-02-05T16:16:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. This week is pretty relaxful. I didn't study at all because there is no need to do so. I believe that humans can always use their rational brain to do a test if they're unprepared. But I am not implying that all the people I know are humans. You know, I know a bunch of weird-looking people( some pork, some elephant) etc.

ANYWAYS..finally I feel that I am starting to dominate the thtr class. This week the Mr.V complimented me for portraying a superb element of surprise in my part as a blood-traitor. At the beginning of my drama, I was a sissy wimp. But at the end of the drama I metamorphosised into a mad, blood-craving,friend-killer monster.( I enjoyed this role!!) In the next drama I am also going to be a badass bully who likes to hammer people and stuff their heads in the toilet bowl!

Then on Thursday Joshua and I went to the park to do 'ghetto workout'. Honestly I didn't perform that well. I only did 6 sets of 7 chin ups ,3 sets of 8 dips and 2 sets of 4 pull ups(EMBARRASSING). He did much more than mela but that fella has been training for 3 years and I expected him to be much more than only having 4-pacs. lol.

After the 'Ghetto' incident I went back home, hoping to do some 'extra exercises'. Suddenly the door opened and a nice-looking girl greeted me. Hah?! Then I looked into the house and I saw about nearly a dozen humans in the hall. It took me about 30 seconds to enter the house because I was quite transfixed on the spot because I didn't expect this kind of 'conservative crowd'.

Later, I went to CC to challenge Joshua(10A1) a game of DOTA. We played two games but didn't finish both because I pretty much thrashed him in both games. Come onla dei, 2.5 years of experience. Nobody in my house can even come near my skills(not even pig-hater Clown Tee).
After that we played Counter Strike. I owned Joshua in De Dust map but lose to the fella in the fyw ice world map.

After that I think we discussed about some hot JPA girls. Okla, we pretty much agree in most of the girl-choices because we both have good tastes. We voted one girl-I don't know her name- as the hottest JPA chick. I think she's part of the three-girl fraternity where one is fat,one is skinny, and one has bob hair.

Finally, I went to sleep today quite early after chit-chattingwith Anderson and Alfi( two tai-kos of the Guardian Angel club-where's my pendrive?) and made some extreme jokes about some girls.

~.~

EFFECTIVE CARDIOS

2009-02-03T16:37:00.000-08:00

Step Aerobics - one of the most favorite cardio exercises preferred by women. Step Aerobics mainly target your legs, hips and glutes, and can burn approx. 400 calories in 30 minutes.

Bicycling - stationary or outdoors is a great cardio exercises, depending on resistance and speed can but 250 to 500 calories in 30 minutes.

Swimming - like cross-country skiing is an excellent cardio exercises as it is a full body exercises. Swimming is a great cross-training for other cardio activities. Doing the breast stroke can burn approx. 400 calories in 30 minutes.

Running - Running is an excellent cardio exercises because all you need is a pair of quality running shoes. Running burns serious calories. A 145 LB person can easily burn 300 calories in 30 minutes.

Walking - Brisk walking is a less strenuous form of cardio exercises. Walking can burn up to 180 calories in 30 minutes. Sprinting, adding hills or an incline can increase amount of calories burned.

Simple Ghetto Workouts for NOOBS-Part 1

2009-01-31T01:33:00.000-08:00

Firstly I would like to say that I am no tough guy(not yet). I am 6 foot tall, 155 lbs, and I am made up of 16% body fat(which is still average). But I would like to share some tips for all of you people who are in worse body conditions than me who would like to look better.

TIP 1:

You see, you can workout anywhere. You don't need to go to the gym to look normal. But you must make sure you stick to your daily schedule. For example, if you want to do cardio for 30 minutes, then make sure you spend exactly 30 mintues on it. Don't blackout or die halfway.

TIP 2:

Don't binge after a workout. You think you can burn more calories than you what you eat meh.
YOUR HEAD! A simple Snickers bar is equal to 280 calories. How long to run 280 calories?
I'm not sure but it will definitely take about half an hour for slow runners.

OK that's all for today. Buh-bye..

Eh..who ate all the pie? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

They never learn

2009-01-28T07:06:00.000-08:00

What do these two people have in common?

They are great leaders of their time. But both were foolish enough to invade Russia without a proper strategy. And the sad thing is Hitler did not learn from Napoleon's mistake. The fuhrer's largest mistake of executing Operation Barborossa had resulted in the downfall of Nazi Socialism.

JOKES

2009-01-27T04:02:00.000-08:00

Your mama's so fat...she stepped on a scale and it said:

TO BE CONTINUED

Worried

2009-01-25T06:10:00.001-08:00

As we all know, the US undergraduate application deadline is over. Some of my fellow Jpa friends are all very anxious now. I advice you people to stop fretting about whether you get accepted to all the top universities and stop listening to Miss Nat who loves scaring people. Pessimistic people like Miss Nat can rot in the past with her so-called love for," Nordic and Aryan cult supremacy". LOL

I myself am quite worried now. My transcripts have reached the University of Washington(based on the FEDEX trace), but they haven't update my status yet. I hope for the best for my application as University of Washington( WR#59) seems to be my only hope (forget Cornell and Carnegie Mellon-chances are nearly 0%).

I hope the best for my fellow Jpa friends too(Alicia, Jonathan, Shin Yee, Penguin, Mama, Khairil, KeAt Yee and Rainbow and so on..)

And MAMA- PROPOSE TO THE SKINNY HOMO SOON AH LOL!!!!!!!!!

SHIT HAPPENS

2009-01-20T18:37:00.000-08:00

It had been a while since I updated this blog. I have been pretty lazy these few weeks, still trying to adjust to the 2nd semester in ADP.

I am pretty sad when I found out that my parents gave away Pippy(my beloved dog) to a couple in KL. My mother wasnt very fond of that dog, sometimes even calling that creature," furry piece of shit machine", so I wasnt surprised that she gave away the dog without consulting me first. To hell with that decision!

Now let me describe my current college life. I am pretty free actually(For the moment). So free that I could borrow Stephen's King "Everything's Eventual" book to read in my dingy,dusty Casa Subang bedroom. And I thought THTR 101 was pretty good, even though it was fucking weird at the beginning.

And then I met another friend. His name is Joshua. He workouts( or tries hard to) in ECA. I also workout in the cheapass fucking rotten-equipment shithole sometimes, but I hardly feel pumped up today. Imagine: You used to go to FF.You pay Rm175 a month. You get to use state-of-the art equipments. You can also laugh at those fat chicks who go there for free. AND NOW YOU END UP IN A FUCKING FREE RUSTY SHIT GYM BECAUSE YOUR DADDY SAID "FUCK, I M NOT PAYING FOR THAT SHIT YOU SKINNY RETARD! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

Well..life really torment peopl, you know. Fucking torment people like me.
I'm gonna go to the pretty vapid microecons class now. And take my darn tommygun and finish em' off. lol. Just kidding.

Terrifying goosebumps-inducing tales..

2009-01-01T06:12:00.000-08:00

STORY #1= completed

TITLE=A TEACHER's GIFT Length=6 A4 size Pages

This short story is about a young man who just came out of prison paying a visit to his dear ol' teacher who used to teach him in secondary school. In the end, the man decided to settle his score with the teacher by presenting her with a gift which she would never forget for the rest of her life.

Here are some of the early comments by some people who first read my story:

"Very powerful. JA NICHOLAS combines the essence of suspense and horror by inducing a little humor in it-thereby creating a satirical yet funny story which pleases all kind of readers."

Tee,18(also known as the racist-pig-hating WAffen SS-private-wannabe-torturer clown)

"Entertaining and it reminds me of some of the nagging teachers I used to hate."

Andrew Lee,18

Back To Writing!!

2008-12-24T01:42:00.000-08:00

Yes ,yes,thankyou(3times). Thankyou for all the limelight. I'm pleased to announce to everyone that I am back to writing. Using my pseudonym J.A. Nichols, I shall begin writing some horror-adult short stories soon.I have already completed the plots for a few of the stories and I will begin typing it out soon.

Only expect the best from me as I had started writing since I was twelve. I have a vast collection of written work, consisting of more than a dozen poems and short stories. So, don't worry about getting upset after reading my work, I won't make people die of boredom after reading my stories.

Alright, back to business..Here's a sneak preview of Short Story # 1= ' The Forgotten Lover'

It was a vague morning that day. I woke up feeling confused, not remembering what I had done the night before. I pull over the covers of my bed to see my completely exposed body and a pink lacy panty sticking somewhere in between my toes. Then I tried to recall what I've done to receive such a wanton luxury.

After pondering for about 5 minutes and still not remembering a single thing from yesterday's event, I gave up and groped for my CK briefs and wore it. Then I got out of bed and scanned the the nearest clock. 8:30. Fuck! Looks like I'II be late for work today.

I showered......

That's the end of the sneak preview. I kinda need to do 200 push-ups now so BB. Cya..

Sacred movement

2008-11-17T18:12:00.000-08:00

Again and again we did not want to discuss our evil plans yet we somehow ended up talking so much about it we wasted more than one hour which should have been devoted to our studies . I and the Holocaust kia, neo-nazi fanatic and evil pig-hating clown*(all names protected under NAm social security system) were involved in a vigorous discussion and heated debate on how to exterminate so-called 'unclean' people from the land of the Spices, totally reforming this once-sacred place into the Holy New Eastern Empire. I am laughing at this ridiculous plan now. This is futile. Even though the NAm members were growing everyday, my fellow members are still too little and not yet commited to carry out our fanatic actions. Concisely, we have the attitudes of supremacists but we still do not have the courage of Waffen SS exterminators. However I am proud to say that ,"Naievete is no longer in our blood, so fuck you utopia-lovers" .

Alright enough of my telling of the NAm plans. I am aware that many people can trace this article(500+ hits a month)and NAm would therefore be in peril. I would tell nothing more of this secret society.

Well, life seems pretty inspid to me these few days. I only have a few more tests before the semester ends and I'm looking forward to the holiday. I would like to devote a lot of time for some 'exercise' during the holiday. Just to improve fitness,you see, because I feel WEAK!!! I cannot break the wall!!! I AM TOFU!

Well, some good quotations for you people.

(The great strength of the totalitarian state is that it forces those who fear it to imitate it. )

~Adolf Hitler

JOKE$

2008-11-06T17:35:00.000-08:00

NO HOMO,FAG-FACE!

New prison break hero.

Blackest Nazis in history. Heil Mein Fuhrer Obama. LOL

HOLOCAUST TALKING?

2008-11-04T17:20:00.000-08:00

I dunno what to say.
There have been too many stupid talks with my housemates and so many plans to take over the world.
One of my skinny housemate,nicknamed 'Holocaust kia' said Pak Lah is the antichrist fuck-face next world exterminator. Lol. You kidding me. Maybe he's right. Pak Lah is planning his secret attack while he's sleeping in the Parliament.

I simply agree with my concept of the hole in the burqa,(Imagine that,creatively)propaganda to launch my offensive 'Nicholonic wars'. We need to cause an extreme shame before inflicting serious damage to our adversaries.

Then there is a conspiracy that Sadam Hussien is just a shit-face toy to some other big-time secret lunatic wannabe dictator out there. I seriously have no idea to that.

Then my friends ask me what I would like to be called if I was a dictator.
Holocaust kia simply don't want to get called that shitname again, blimey.
I guess I would love the title Lord King in front of my name and a Malus surname to signify my authority if unlimited power was granted to me. lol.

Alteration of humankind must be 'manifested'.

2008-10-15T23:31:00.000-07:00

-the bald eagle- a symbol of strength in which I want the world and the 'new generation' to be.

The principle of mankind is wrong in many ways. We have been born and bred since small by our parents to have a sense of humanity and innate tendency to follow the correct orders on which life must proceed. There is no freedom in which we are allowed to create our own destiny in which the strength and ardour of our inmost passion would precede instead of following the 'social normality' or human-kind practices and traditions. I forebode these ludicrous practices of mankind. I laugh at this irrationality and I hunger to change the way the current human world is tolerating the state of affairs of their life and associates. It would be hard but not possible for me to one day change the perdominant behaviour of humankind. But to first illustrate the vice and filth of our current systems, let me explain a few good examples in which my true message is portrayed.

Take for example reading. I know people who read interminably, book after book, page after page and yet I shall not call them well-read people. Of course they 'know' an immense amount; but their brain seems incapable of assorting and classifying the materials which they have gathered from the book. They could not distinguish from what is 'useful' and useless' and yet these people are the ones who tend to garner the higher scores in class. For these pathetic people reading only serves as a purpose to pass tests and pronounce them more superior than their lesser-reading peers.I DISAGREE with this sub-human concept. Reading is not an end itself, but a means to an end. Its chief purpose is to help in filling in the framework which is made up of the talents and capabilities in which an individual possess. Reading is not learning what is only required for your survival, but it is a necessity for gathering general knowledge about the world. Each little knowledge gained must therefore be treated as a continuing piece of a puzzle that would one day be a perfect picture. Only thus can reading can have any meaning or worthwhile.

Humans have a tendecy to imitate their parents, as they are the closest being that can be associated with them during young age. This practice is of a disgraceful and disgusting tradition,a hypocrisy thar derides the human intelligence that must be eliminated by this dawn of the century in which Malus shall rise. The human young should not admire their caretakers but a 'single' predominant figure in which all influence must beheld every single human soul. Then only can the plan for total unity be manifested in all people of the world.

I await for the new dawn and yet I might not see it coming in my generation. I await for the enigma of the last covenant to be revealed, in which old blood must be spilt to cleanse the world and restore it to its sacred origin.

>.<

2008-09-14T21:21:00.000-07:00

Yes its been a while since my last post explaining some phenoms in class. I forgot to mention that the Calculus sir nickname is "Donald Duck".

And to all my adversaries-nothing can stop me now!!(exaggerating lol) I want to leave this shit-hole coutry soon so I will try do very well in my SAT to chau from here next year.

Plus yes, for those people who have seen my habits of giving lectures and propagandas. I am a big Hitler fan. And the Fourth Reich will rise up soon to exterminate the "CHosen people" under the banner of the Star of David. I will write a 1000 word article on my predicted fourth reich and my plan to take over the world soon.

BB take care.
'Heil Hitler'.

CLASS STORIES

2008-08-30T06:37:00.000-07:00

OK sorry folks I haven't been able to write for a long time. I am still occupying most of my free time trying out the 'shout-out-loud express-yourself-better-method' explained in my previous blog post. I know,I know some of you must be curious of how I manage to learn things so quickly. You guys see,it's all about adapting, learning new things fast and suiting yourself to the environment you are in. You have to learn how to be creative at times and create your own free-to-fuck world. Forget your parents-FUCK mine! For not teaching me all these techniques and making me discover them at such an old age,I feel that they owe me a lifetime.

Anway the real post today is about some class stories. Ok let's begin with my CHEM 101 class. Hm..I got a motherly-like rabbit-looking 24 hours smiling amicable gawdy old hag as my teacher. lol. I kinda like her. Why?-COz I find nothing interesting in her other than the fact that she likes to smile at everyone with her motherly face I feel obliged to do a parody of her back to her and make her happy. ^_^. Anyway since CHEM is my favourite subject I don't think I will have any problems at all with the studies,assignments or the assoh. Plus-I really enjoy the lab shit. I can look at the Korean people struggling to do easy tasks, the team of the busty chick* and the nigger doing some shit together and Jun How exchanging shy glances with his boy friend.

Next=Maths Calculus class. HAHAHAHA. The old man teaching-I dunno his name until today . One of his many lousy jokes are like"WHY cats meow?I also dunno ma. LAME .not really funny. But why many people laugh. Because he is literally funny. His jokes are not funny because he Is the joke! The way he coordinates his flaccid body, the way he flexes his loose spongy biceps are all part of a good pre-planned amateurish entertainer style. To that-I salute him! I hope the old man would make more lame jokes to keep all the students occupied in the class because I find the lesson quite banal and not challenging.

I missed my 2 English classes so I have no comment so far. Anway my friend said Thava looks like a skeleton. I need to observe her closely to verify that because I really dunno how close already my friend is with her.

That's all for now.I could write longer but my *&^% would not permit me. its time to flush it all away.Lol. @~@

MYSTERIES OF LIFE

2008-08-26T18:26:00.000-07:00

Life is a mystery...:)
I have observed so many abnormalities of life recently that I have to change my perspective view of life. Life is no more simple like eating chocolates everyday and putting on weight, reading a different book every week or staring at the dingy ceiling every moment when you feel that there is no more reason to live(fucked-up).

After enrolling in university level education I did not expect to get so mant inputs from my new friends. I find some of the 'new tips' from my new peers quite useful and encouraging as if by doing it you can feel like someone is patting you on the back. For example during orgasms some fellas(I do not want to name this particular perf) will make weird noises as if it was the end of the world already. At first I find this act a little perverted and strange,something quite paranormal because I thought guys making sounds are kinda gay. But after imitating it by myself I find assurance in this methodology. It kinda enhances your performance and enable you to sort of express yourself better. After each sessions,you can really feel like you own the world, and you're going out to take over the galaxy!

Another recent mystery that I've encountered is the Mona Lisa smile. Who is that girl I see,staring back at me? She is the mystery that I cannot fathom because no matter what I send her virtually,she did not respond in the way that I expected,making the whole damn thing seem to be more mysterious. And its kinda giving me chills too,to think that maybe she is not like other girls,like she is---a mystery.......

OWHHH PAIN...

2008-08-19T00:15:00.000-07:00

When people,regardless of their races,background,political agenda,ss(sexual stimulation) urgency scream or mutter "OWHHH PAIN",I do not really know what these people are thinking. It can vary from the pain in the spot you got a jab from the asshole doc yesterday, pain of a newly broken hymen, pain of a freshly shaved cock,or a recently pinced pimple and so on.....

Fortunately I am not going through all these problems currently. However,I am not implying that I have never shaven before. Yes,I do shave before but that was quite a long time ago. The real reason behind me muttering "OWHH PAIN" today is a double workout in the gym in lesser than 24 hours.I did a workout yesterday evening and jz today morning with the pedobear Jonnie because I didnt have class for today.

After working out this morning I had consumed 4 eggs and a protein shake to heal those broken tissues. However,the pain on my muscles are still as new as ever and I feel fucked-up now.I wanna scream but nothing would come out from my mouth. Maybe I m just too thristy...Lastly:

COMMENT OF THE DAY=HELLO JU*** U KNOW I LIKE UR BIG ASS BITCH BECAUSE U SOMEHOW MANAGE TO FIT IN A 26-27 INCHES JEANS,SOMETHING I KNOW THE PORKCHOP COULD NEVER DO LOL MUHAHAHAAH!!!!

Why is two better than?

2008-08-06T03:10:00.000-07:00

Have you ever asked yourself-why is two better than one? This question is hypothetically quite intriguing and challenging to me at first but after using my rational thoughts to decipher this phrase, I had finally made up all the best conclusions to support the phrase. I would like to take this opportunity to compare my answers with a very powerful being. Ok,so why not just use a few sources as a references to compare our answers?

Why is two better than one?

MY ANSWER
Let me be rhetorical here so I can contradict Ben the ****** in my English class. btw you gave us hell lot of homework and I havent even finish test 1. Fuck you niggar!
=Are balls important to men? Of course most men would say yes. And to further add on another point, can men ejaculate with one ball? Yer..I can't imagine that. SO,we need TWO balls. Thus, two is better then one!!
Secondly, how many tits do women have? 2,of course. No offense to those women who only have 1(due to breast cancer). But technically with two boobs,a woman's partner will have something to hold on while he's busy-uh hum-reproducing. Moving on,how many people can there be in a couple? Of course two. Unless you're planning for threesome which can sometimes be fucking tiring as they use to say three's a crowd. Lastly, think of all the minor things around you.How many eyes, ears, or wives(one legal another illegal) do you have? Mostly two,of course.

GAY PEOPLE's ANSWER

To avoid issues of polygamy and bisexuality, proponents of gay marriage implicitly assert that the number "2" is the magical element of marriage, beyond which one need look little further. For example, David Brooks would define marriage as an "exclusive commitment" of 2 persons without regard to the partners' sex. That definition, an "exclusive commitment of 2 persons," is incomplete. For there is nothing about the number 2, in and of itself, that makes an "exclusive commitment" of 2 persons deserving of special social status not accorded to an "exclusive commitment" involving three or more persons of whatever sex for whatever purpose. Society's granting the special social status of "marriage" to exclusive commitments of 2 persons, while denying that special status to exclusive commitments of more than 2 persons, can be justified only to the extent that the limitation serves some social good that is not served by arrangements involving a greater number. So one must ask, "Exclusive commitment for what purpose? What is the social purpose served by society's granting special status to exclusive commitments of two persons that is not as well served by exclusive commitments of three or more persons?"

WESTERN HETEROSEXUALS ANSWER:
To preserve the special status of the number 2 with regard to the "exclusive commitment" of marriage, society must take children into account. Children are a naturally cohering end of marriage. As the fruit, the focus, and the beneficiaries of a couple's joined efforts, children secure the bonds of marriage. And marriage in turn serves and protects children. Society must resist the complacent inclination to formally accept as "marriage" whatever arrangement two (or more) persons of whatever sex happen to want to receive that designation, beginning with the vague notion that marriage is "an exclusive commitment of 2 persons."

BIBLE's ANSWER:

"Two are better than one because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, one will lift up his companion. But woe to him who is alone when he falls, for he has no one to help lift him up."
-- Ecclesiastes 4:910 Bible

IN conclusion there are many theories or answers to explain the phrase"two is better than one".
Clearly in my own opinion and based on the reasons that I state, I would support the statement above. However what do you think of it?

= ^_^

'little bit' tension

2008-07-29T23:06:00.000-07:00

TENSION!!!!!~~ Actually nola..I was just overly-exaggerating my current state. Even though I have some fucking test tomorrow,I am still a little bit relaxed,knowing that it is quite impossible for me to score below 1400 in the SAt. But you know, maybe I should not speculate too much because 'shit happens'. I'm just worried because some of the nerdy geeky girls(in a hateful way) in my class are really hardworking. Fuckla,liveless people.

Once I go back maybe I will revise some shitty vocabulary...garrulous,voluble,sanctimonious,mimic,desolate,benedector and all those craps ...

Then I shall head over to the Fitness First gym to build up(lol).

Then maybe shit, then eat ,gossip,then sleep.

Ok bitches, end of story.

~.~

College people

2008-07-26T01:17:00.000-07:00

Ok sorry I havent't written for such a long time. I was just lazy to to update my blog because I have tons of homework to do,even now(fuck!)....

So okla,let me just go straight to some events because I can't really jot down every single occasion because there had been so many things I had done in this previous 3 weeks at Taylor's. I had known so many new people these past 3 weeks,maybe nearly a few hundred people.Let me describe some of the people I know...

My closest pal in college would probably be the pedobear Jonathon, the athletic chubby-faced assidious horny astute porkface-hater. Lol. He's much stronger than me but his knuckles suck. Wish you luck in finding more preys and expanding the pedobear influence.

Next will be Nud, a fat smoking loner scumbag who eats 24-7. That day my friend told me he ate 3 ice creams and took 2 rounds of mee hoon at the street fest. Motherfucker!~ That pork chop surely can eat!! No offense if you're reading this though Nud...You know you can never fight with me 1 on 1. My fucking knuckles is so damn solid hard. MUHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Next,Sheena. A quiet and modest girl, I found out that she had a hunch for cute stuffs. She loves things to be colourful and what can I say-cute. She herself likes adorning cute clothes but Sheena dear, you better start buttoning your jeans button because you look ludicrous in that shit, you purple chick. Or maybe you tried to button it but you simply can't. Lol. I also found out that she loves using vulgar Chinese words. Typical Kl 'Cina' girlla. But she speaks good English and presents things nearly as good as me. She already has an ah B.boyfriend and I hope they will live happily ever after.

Fourthly Naeem. An avid DOta player, I can say this fella is pretty cool and nice. He's friendly,warm and helpful but he needs to buck up his DOTA skills if he wants to be as good as me. MUHAHAHAHAH!!!! I kinda like his hair,but I think he should start shaving his moustache because with his thin moustache, he still possesses a mama boy's look.

Next, Puteri..a hot Malay-looking chick who likes to laugh like a fucking banshee. She has really pretty eyes but is kinda skinny. Hey,you wanna go out with me? LOL...jz kiddingla..Cause you're the one who should call me out what. MUHAHAHAHAH!!!!

Actually there are still numerous names unmentioned here like Anderson, Jun How,T,Joanne the Sabah 'boisterous' chick,some astronauts(can't remember the names) and the list goes on...

Ok I'II update this crap when I have the time. FOr now, cheerio!

Some outings-lah

2008-06-26T06:29:00.000-07:00

Two days ago I went out with my sis and her ex-college friend ,Dickson. He is an amiable and meek person and I also find him very humorous. I respect him a lot due to the fact that he made it to Cambridge to study engineering. Smartass. Or bloody mugger.

So we went to Sunway Pyramid using the commuter and then taking a mini bus there. Then we watched Made of Honour which i find pretty amusing but my sister found it crappy. That Dickson fella no commentla - laughing all the way throughtout the show even in the not-so-funny parts such as the part where Patrick Dempsey knocked the waiter off his balance when his best friend requested him to be the 'maid' of honour.

Ok after the movie we went to Starbucks. I ordered a vanilla cream frappuccino ,venti-sized for my big appetite. It was pretty good but extremely sweet. I could taste bits and chunks of sugar throughout my drink. My sis and the Dick ordered vanilla espresso grande-sized.

After Starbucks we rounded here and therela, finally deciding to make it back home at about 6pm.

Then yesterday I went out with my uncle.I drank and ate a lot at Dome. Maklumla, free food, so I shouldn't be shy to order what I desire.After that ate pizza for dinner.

Today I start packing my bags, all ready for college. I have 8-9 days left so I wil try to defend the ancient as many times as I can before I leave for college.

“For Lordaeron!”

Closer to pow-er

2008-06-18T23:11:00.000-07:00

Nobel peace prize winner Al Gore has endorsed Barack Obama as the Democratic Party's presidential candidate.Mr Gore lent his support while appearing with the Democratic presidential candidate at a raucous rally in Detroit.
His speech was part endorsement, part blistering attack on President Bush.
Mr Gore said Mr Obama can lead the country past "eight years of incompetence, neglect and failure".
He said President Bush dishonoured and disrespected the Constitution and made the worst foreign policy mistakes in the nation's history.
In 2000, Mr Gore won the popular vote but lost the disputed election to Mr Bush, who captured Florida and its electoral votes after a divided Supreme Court ended the recount. ~Sky News.

Well isn't it obvious that by getting Al Gore's endorsment Obama is again one more step closer in realising his dreams to be the first African-American president.Obama who combines an extraordinary display of self-knowledge and self-confidence is truly going to feel pow-er when the election arrives...

You have to get in "it" to be "IT"

2008-06-09T09:16:00.000-07:00

Congrats to Obama on clinching the Democratic nomination.Well,what can you expect less from a Harvard graduate,top of the Ivy League Universities.It is proven that the best environments will nurture the development of a more complex and intimidating mind .It is basically proven by this statement:"In Law school of Harvard, Obama found political voice",said an ex-lecturer of Obama and "Obama always impress me as a person who put the importance of community first",said an ex-college professor,Mr.Ogletree.

So basically if you're really out to be famous or successful,you basically have to get in a good university overseas.Eg. of successful local citizens:Lim Kit Siang(Llb hons,University of London),Abdul Razak Baginda(City Politechnic,UK) and the list goes on...Only Abdullah A B doesnt have a good cert.No wonder he's such a sore loser!(no offense,potential 'blog filters')

btw. I'm looking forward to catch The Incredible Hulk remake this 16 Jun.With the charismatic Edward Nortom(Fight club) as the lead actor,I would expect nothing but ten times better than the crappy previous 2003 Eric Bana version.

~.~ the idiot box's calling me..Italy vs Holland.I'm betting Holland will win dammit!

The aftermath

2008-06-02T01:34:00.000-07:00

On the road again
She moves and never refrain
All the time that she have been
Running away from her every sins.

The hourglass its moving so fast
Passing time that never came back
Crying out she's never content
Regretting what she did to her man.

Well time and time just passes by
forgivement its no more a right
running out loose in summer's bright
cutting loose all hell's might.

On the field of heaven's light
the tormention of an everlasting fright
making up for the evil rights
of her own very mind.

rap verse=
Broken hourglass
scattered in a fucking mess
May she stay in a forever rest
never to wake up at last.

Hell's ride
its so fucking tight
never was a happy sight
splendid up all inside
hold on tight to your fucking might!!
chorus:
On the hill she drove...
Its getting winding in a curve
she lost the steering and control
the car went off the slop.

Like a knife that would slice
passing through her skin
she cried with the fright
pain all inside..

In her mind she denied
that she never did
all the lies that she made
she brought with her and died

Where she goes
she's always haunted
by now and every after
this time its her own disaster
soaked in her evil laughter...

Rap chorus...
(acoustic guitar fades away slowly)...

~MAimed

Flying high

2008-05-29T08:03:00.000-07:00

I am quite contented now being able to accomplish what I had set out to do since the day I obtained my Spm results.A good strategy and numerous auxiliaries had helped me to achieve this success.I am now heading over to my favourable destination,which is the USA but I have to do a local ADP programme in Taylor's College first for 12 months.Thanks PSD!

Hm..I'm planning to get some good stuffs too before I start college,like a better phone,new shoes etc.I want something with an aesthetic appeal just like the watch I bought last week.

Btw I've been doing a lot of push ups and sit ups lately.I need to build my triceps muscles and further enlargen my biceps muscles because I'm still unsatisfied with the size of my arm.And yeah the sit ups really have a big impact.Months ago I only had 2 not-so-visible abs.Now after months of training I can flex my stomach muscles with 4 obvious abs.Trying to get a six-pac but I know its gonna be very painful and needs a lot of commitment.

I'm getting bored of DOTA.Keep owning and trashing everyone.ZZZ.Hmmph u guys should have seen me own that day with juggernaut.24-2 and I got a divine rapier and a few battlefuries.Holy shit!Imagine the cleaving damage-enough to kill multiple heroes at a time!But frankly speaking-I wished I got a WOW id so that I do not need to play DOTA.Alas I will have not much time for gaming soon and I do not possess a credit card to obtain a WOW account.Sheesh~~~

Finished reading Corsiar btw.Cheesy ending.Somewhat unexpected.Alright thats all for now.

ta~

THINGS THAT NEED TO BE FRETTED....

2008-05-25T05:37:00.000-07:00

"Son of a bitch.." these crude words often slip out of my dignified mouth the moment I pried open the damn mail box to find it empty or else occupied with unimportant letters and advertising brochures.I am a little anxious now after waiting for more than a week for my offer letter,fretting every moment as I felt the guiltiness of being too free at home personally doing nothing much productive,engulfing my very self.

Currently I do not have any idea of my future as I am still waiting for the actual fact and figures by Jpa so I chilled at home,relaxed,spent a lot of time analysing the political state of Malaysia,and with the havoc which is occuring now,I am not doubtful that there will be naked MPs running around amok with parangs one day trying to screw students in transparent uniforms,by factually analysing thecurrent demeanour of the MPs in the Parliment.Take a look t our top political leaders.Public squbbling between former and current premiers.And the latter is said to be doing cronysim and nepotism(fuck Khairy beruk),contarary to meritocracy which is said to be often applied in Malaysia but goddamn fuck it,even the devious PM is doing it!!

What can I say about the current politics in Malaysia ,as even the main government or political branch,UMNO is in a deplorable and turbulent state now,with its 00001 member openly denouncing the party UMNO BARU which have been founded by him 22 years ago.Looks like this call for a political saviour to once and for all settle all this disputes and I have to rush my BA as fast as I can so that I can fucking faster be a political analyst and aid these lost leaders before Anwar becomes PM.Wait a minute-isnt that a good sign?HM.....I m not that sure of someone who maybe screwed a kiddo before but maybe is just a past bedtime hobby for that sly highly-charismatic Opposition supremo which i reckon might still be doing it again.You know hard it is to kill a hobby right...let alone an obsession.....

OK now on to all my fellow peers who failed to obtain the Jpa scholarship,do not despair,eventhough you are briliant and you did not get it,keep studying because as we already know meritocracy is still a faint word in Malaysia and um..do not give up in life!YEah!

To poor Kamine Dewi,I'm very sorry you didnt make it to the shortlisted 'top of the cream' 72 Indians.You did your best in trying to show the whole nation how much you wanted to 'serve the government'. However do not despair or give up,dear because one day I know your "world will collapse again!!"

Alright,enough of my political opinion about whats going on in Malaysia all those ho has bullshit,we HAVE a right to fret over matters now,considering Malaysia is no more a safe country anymore as George Bush aka.World Stabiliser ,once quoted "Malaysia is the safest Muslim country that I've ever been after Iraq".

NOw back to my vapid life in Klang.Been reading a lot about a novel on pirating and naval wars lately.Oh,,the romances in deep sea! If only I could fathom it!!haha...I would look forward to my offer letter soon.In the meantime I will just lay back and chill,for what things are there to be anxious more when I am still single,brain still unused,so much of unused potential to be unleashed soon..and yes,gal I like to be a sharp-dressed man!!!

Dull hiatus

2008-05-14T19:48:00.000-07:00

Well first and foremost I am writing this post to express how bored I am at home being trapped in a 20'80' concrete building,showing no stolid for anything now.The culmination of my boredom had caused me to start punching the wall for no reason.And my mind started hearing voices and screams,signifying the start of a mild szchiophrenia.Maybe it is just a common psychosomatic reaction after returning from West Borneo where I have witnessed and encountered a painful traumatising life.Ok i should stop waffling now and get to the crux of my post today...

What I am particularly doing at home now is just killing my time.I enjoy reading numerous articles in the net about dressing well and how to make an impact on today's society.I also use this opportunity to catch up with latest hits,especially Mariah's Carey latest album,e=mc 2.Her single hit"Touch my body" is pretty contemporory,usual R n Bla...Some of the lyrics are quite suggestive too... Currently I really have a liking for rock hits by Foo Fighters whom I think is the leading band in the world now.Jz listen to the lyrics of "Let it die".beautiful.Good computerised effects too after the early acoustic guitar strumming. "A long road to ruin" and "The Pretender" is worth listening too.

As i am currently undergoing a plateau of stability,having jz secured a scholarship and recently finished my Ns training,I would take this short holiday opportunity to read up"Maximising your brain Power" to learn the correct way to mug as I would probably be taking History for a levels soon.

Ok,time to chau now,as this blogging process is starting to be pall.....

tata.

Life after Ns

2008-05-13T21:58:00.000-07:00

Adam and I(right)fully dressed up in the Ns class attire.

I still cant believe I'm officially off from 'Program Latihan Khidmat Negara'.It takes time to deal with my sudden departure from the Land of the Horn Bills.I have put aside my Ns memories and continue to tread carefully and wisely in my current life,and grabbing every chances I can,being the opportunist I had always been.I can easily forget about all my fans there,well life goes on,and too bad you people don't have my number!

Awkardly,after Ns,I began to feel a new surge of change in myself.I begin to lose my pride after learning how to deal with different people from totally different backgrounds.I met many type of humans there,some guys are extremely fit physically,while some are just fucking subtle she-mans,some are just bored-to-death whiners who are unable to cope with the Ns programme and some are just total scumbags who like to crap around...

Ok i'm not really keen to blog all about my Ns experience cause' its going to be long and once you start reading it you will feel vapid.

After coming back from Ns,i was actually fucking worried about my future(for the first time).I do not want to do form 6 because its gonna be so boring for me,having hated school since a kid.So i just laid back,chilled and waited for my last hope-Jpa results..

..and I got it.Easy as it seems,I already kinda expected it..judging from how well I did my interview,the fact that I am currently in Ns,and the fact that I did my interview in Kuching,thus lowering competiton.

So now I have just secured my future and I will soon pick the subjects I like.No more bloody Addmaths shit and I can totally focus on my arts subjects...

Ok,plus after Ns,i've learned how to rely on myself.I m no more the dependent parasite I used to be.I can wash my clothes and dishes now and learn how to live without my mother's nagging.

So,in conclusion ,this calls for a celebration,being the 2nd scholar in my family..I'II have to wait up for my offer letter first to know the location of my overseas destination.I hope I will obtain Australia,but Uk and Us doesnt seem bad too.But no fucking Jordan for me plz...

Alright,a toast to Nic A J!!!

Until then,cheerio and bon voyage!

2007-12-24T08:55:00.000-08:00

I like the masked Kane because he's so strong and demonic and I miss the good old days when he use to flung HHH like a rag doll.

Anyway Kane still own most of the wrestlers in ECW today.His music form Finger Eleven is so cool its an international success.At 205cm,345 pounds I just wish to be 3 quarters the size of this demon,

Alas iM only 184 cm and weigh a mere 75kg so i better start pumping some iron in the gym b4 i get called wimp....

2007-12-24T08:35:00.001-08:00

It's been a while since i attempted to blog or-make a fool out of myself with my unrealistic opinons.Anyways i would continue to scribble some bullshit as a memoir of a boy trapped in another world.

Sometimes when i reread my essays in school i feel like I have multiple personalities like-Smeagol from LOTR.
Honestly,I could copy his voice-exactly."MY precious..."

I like to write stories.I mean-I used to write nightmare tale and i have a pretty large unread collection at home.

I am a loner(one of the 5 paths chosen -from one tree hill)not, a sportsman evethough I like weightlifting so I'II stick with my minimal friends and continue to tread life anonymously.it seems to suit me that way.

lastly-merry christmas to myself.10 years from now I hope everything would be in order-as it was already planned.It is written in the books dear...and i shall meet you again.Then again....

Human Opinion

2007-07-20T05:37:00.000-07:00

you know what pisses me off? shout-outs that go - ' i love malaysia cos of its food - burger ramly special, nasi lemak... roti banjir..' i mean wtf man. so ur saying that the sole reason/reasons you 'love' this country is the food. or are you just being a sarcastic bitch/bitches, given all the ridiculous national news you read in the papers. maybe your just plain hollow. i mean, i love the food here, don't get me wrong.. banjir my roti anytime man. but think about it - if my husband answers me ' oh hun i love you so much 'cos i cant imagine life wihout ur heavenly te-kha ' when i ask how why he's still by my side after 50 years- i'd prolly flip. go marry a china woman or something. but dear radio station/stations. come on. get real. you know you don't just live here 'cos of the food. oh btw. i can't stand Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne - its pathetic.
not satisfied-0136243531.Come face to face..hantu or watever..

RL BOLEH!!!!!!Have the spirit!!!!

2007-07-20T05:34:00.000-07:00

Raja Lumu Boleh-...Congrats Lim Nien Nie, 13, of SMK Raja Lumu. Because of you, Mr A has been suspended from school, might be jailed, and… will most probably remain bachelor for life. Poor guy’s probably only thirty. All because you had a slip of the tongue. And that made him box you (well serves you right, really…). All because your parents were too…hmmm how do I say it without hurting anyone’s feeling’s here… passionate?

Let me try portraying your parents – typical, Chinese-speaking Pandamaranites. Wait. HOKKIEN-speaking Pandamaranites. I heard your dad’s a loan-shark. Nuff said.

I would personally have loved to box you. But knowing the likes of your parents, I’d rather slap them instead. Cos you’re just of them retards in Peralihan. I mean, retards can’t possibly foresee the consequences of shouting profanities to a teacher can they?

But kudos – you’re in the papers! That’s prolly your only time in there – before your obituary. So relish the moment.

O, I’m not siding Mr A – hell no. How can a grown man be so dumb as to let himself be pissed by a retard. What you SHOULD HAVE done, Mr A – suspend the student instead of getting yourself suspended! And make sure she doesn’t get into any other educational institution (good luck with that tho, cos her dad’s some bigshot). So she can sit her sorry ass at home, next to her equally sorry-looking lau-bu, waiting for a suitor to come impregnate and in the process of it, make her ass sag, by the time she’s 18. Hah.

And Mr A. Good luck getting a job when you’re outta prison.